Monday 22 July 2013

PASRAH

Hatta,meskipun jauh disudut hati,melalui liku-liku jalan kehidupan,adakah teruknya,alangkah sadisnya kehidupan seorang ini.Sangat mulia didepan rakan-rakan,menolong,mendengar,bercerita,tersenyum,ketawa.Tetapi,adakah kitanampak semua kesedihan dia,yang jauh lebih sakit daripada hati kita. Tidak,seorang ini sahaja yang tahu akan isi hatinya yang makin lama makin sakit,makin terpendam kesakitannya.Impiannya,separa musnah,tiada kehidupan baginya setelah harapannya hancur berkecai.Siapa lah dia dimata rakan-rakannya.Hanya seorang pelajar biasa.Dia bangkit untuk seketika tapi jatuh buat selama-lamanya. Adakah adil hidupnya bergelumung didalam perasaan yang kian menghancurkan dirinya sendiri.Siapa lah aku...

Mourn

There's no reason to be mourn.Look outside for the brighter future,heals the pains off.wipe your tears alone.Don't wait for anyone to come over you. Horizons are something to share.Sadness can be cure but hardly to curb.But why pains were always there for me.Waiting patiently.Am I too unfortunate to live in this great world.Someone really knows the answer.From time to time.I got up, I survived by myself.I have lots of friends,but know one is there for me when I need them.They go find new friends,new gang,the left me. Is that you called as "friends" ? Maybe it's  my fault to believe to hard,to tell them everything,every single night,every day..but when they left me. I feel useless.Without any hard feelings,I'd rather keep it silence down in my heart.Never trusted a person so much is everyone must vision for life.